I’ve tried two different projects and both of them didn’t work out.
Not until recently, I haven’t fully understood the point of connecting with people around the world through twitter and skype. I often wondered, ‘what’s the point of this, why do i need to talk to other people to do my project?’ But now I think I’ve found the solution to this problem.
I thought that designing my own bar would be really cool. Thinking of different ways to put different things together in a space… So, my group members and I decided to research about how we can design a good and attractive bar/restaurant that would be unique and just different than any other places that exist currently. We wanted to my our own thing.
In the beginning, it was a smooth sailing. We all discussed about how we can get started, such as, what our theme is, who our audiences are, and what we can do to make it work. I even downloaded GoogleSketchUp to start sketching out our dream restaurant. But that’s when our project idea started to fall apart a little bit. We wondered, ‘what are we going to do after we design this bar?’ My group members and I agreed that our project should be something meaningful, and it should also feel fulfilling.
When the ‘networking’ idea was presented to the class, our thoughts jumbled up even more; because we wanted this to be completely our idea, we didn’t see the point of asking others for anything. It’s true that since we don’t know about interior designs, we should find out stuff that can help us to get started. And we did research as well. I guess that in the end, we didn’t see where this was going.. Nothing was being achieved and things have just gotten pointless.
Then, our group decided that we should change our topic. Something that’s more interesting and that can involve more networking. That’s how we came up with an idea to blog about different restaurants/bars all over the world. Our vision was that whoever visits our blog would be able to find out which restaurants/bars they should go to if they were to visit certain cities/countries. It would be like a service that we provide for tourists and visitors.
Once again, with fresh open minds, we began our new project. It seemed to have been going pretty well. I was able to talk to this very kind lady from Australia who was very supportive of my ideas. She suggested a popular Indian restaurant in her town, and I wrote about it. I interviewed her through e-mail and did a little research by myself about that restaurant.
BUT… once I finished the first blog, I was told that I could make it better; funner, more interesting, and of course, not too schooly. I also agreed that I could do better because I think that everything can be done better. Yet, for this assignment, I didn’t know how I could go farther with it. I interviewed the lady and put in pictures to advertise this restaurant. What more could there be? I just didn’t know what else I could do. Soon, I got started on my next blog about another restaurant. As I started writing it, I began to ask myself again, ‘is it worth it? because I don’t feel as if I’m doing something that feels fulfilling and meaningful’.
I feel that I need to do something that makes me feel proud at the fact that I’ve done it. I also should be able to elaborate more to that idea and contribute more without getting bored with it. What I’m thinking is this: I need to find a new project that deals with something that I’m interested in and that I’d be willing to work on. I’ve learned that not everything can work at first, but it’s just a process to get me to where I need to be in the end.